well, i figure i might as well start a journal. got no real reason not to.

this week has been shit pretty strait and clear.

had exams for 3 days n then someone i care about starts being a royal bitch just because she clearly has some emotional dissastisfaction and discontent in her life but refused to see it. nor let me help.

all i did was ask her what was wrong and so forth.. n by the end she said " why do you have to be such an asshole.." and left.

so that completely cheered me up.

the only good thing this week has been all the positive responses to the photo of myself i placed on here. that made me feel good for a day or two. but then a whole bunch of crap happens to just nake me realise how futile, effort, really can be.

i try my hardest to be nice to everyone and get next to no return.

writing this at 1am... really didn't want to go to sleep..but had nothin to do while awake.

i can't think of anything to say..

oh, surprised ar how little commenting has been made about my recent input. i thought it was worth at least a thumbs up, and although i thank you for it ryan, i only recieved one comment.

*heaves sigh*